I remember what
Scott said after first receiving his diagnosis and considering having to leave his children so early. At first he despaired, but then he said: “I gave them a good start, though.” The ultimate optimist.
So began my journey of hanging out with a hero.
Scott always put
others first. He didn’t even know he was doing it.
When Saul named
this blog, little did we know the strength of a father would inspire me, and
hopefully all of us, into the days ahead.
Many have remarked on how well the kids are doing. I think they have
been affected as well.
They saw the
strength of their father. They experienced a love they never knew they had a
capacity for. We all did. Yet this happened at Scott’s weakest, most vulnerable moments of
his adult life. Isn’t that just how God works...
When does Jesus
inspire us most? Is it at His strongest moments? Is it when he held back the
raging sea, when he cleared the temple in his anger, or when he
raised the dead at the dead’s own funeral?
I think it is when we remember Jesus on the cross, vulnerable, his body willingly beaten and
bruised and bleeding, stabbed, full of grace and of power, forgiving us all,
that he is most powerful.
I know Scott is
in a better place. I saw it. He brought Heaven into this temporal realm for
me. It’s inspiring, for lack of a better word. He changed my life when I met
him. He changed my world as he left
it.
We have a
Father, a new Father to guide us. He is carrying me. He is looking after my
children. Scott is with Him in the Heavenly Realms.
I am thankful
that I don’t have to stop loving Scott.
I am blessed to
be the woman he chose to love in this world.
Scott would spend his time more than anything else on his children. Consider our heavenly Father, who made each one of us to simply be in a relationship
with Him and enjoy Him forever.
Which is what
Scott is doing right now. God Bless us all.
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I would like to
Thank You all for your support of reading this blog. Knowing you have been
there and your care, concern, and prayers have always been a comfort and will
continue to be. Whenever Scott found out the blog needed an update, he would
send me off to make sure it happened.
Scott’s life
story is still being written, in the hearts of his children as they live, in my
life as I love, and in the way he has affected so many lives. I know he has,
because so many have told me.
If I update the company blog with his news stories, it will be here.
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May God Bless
your day.
Allison